Myssie- THANK you for suggesting that I blog. It has helped me a lot and I've connected with all of you because of it. Blogging in many ways has kept me from insanity and depression. I'm so thankful for that!!!!
I was afraid of posting my "real" feelings for fear of offending you. I don't think I realized that others shared the same feelings and that in itself gave me comfort (seems wrong somehow- but it did just the same) I felt your Love and Hugs and I really needed those yesterday- Thanks to all you for being there for me. This RTS journey is challenging and difficult and trying at the best of times, somedays are just so bad though. Although those days are less frequent now, when they do come they "hit" really hard. That was yesterday for me.
Thank you for being there and listening. I love you all!